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Absolutely in love with Nicholas Jonas & Christopher Colfer ♥
& I do not need you to judge me for that.
The obvious facts about me
JIAMIN.♥
Sixteen
5March94; Piscean
Purple is loved.
Singing is loved.
Writing is loved.
There are also other simple things to know about me
#1. I am an obsessed Jonas head.
I live in the name of JONAS, so deal with it.
Nicholas Jonas is my favourite.
#2. I am a Gleek. In my world, I breathe Glee. Glee is my air.
#3. I am a Kurtsie/Colferite, meaning that I am a fan of Glee's Kurt Hummel and Chris Colfer, the most adorable guy alive.
#4. I personally feel that I am a lot like one Rachel Berry, for many reasons.
#5. I wish I was in a glee club.
#6. I also love Selena Gomez. She might not be the best singer around, but she definitely is one of the best role models I can ever have.
#7. I love Heather Morris, aka HeMo. Her one-liners as Brittany on Glee are insanely hilarious.
#8. The hotness that are Darren Criss and Chord Overstreet are my new eye-candies.
#9. I also love David Henrie, Sterling Knight, Zac Efron, Taylor Lautner and Logan Lerman. That's all.
#10. If there is any need to mention this at all, I'm 100% NON-HOMOPHOBIC.
Love is louder, and everyone deserves love.
SpiritDay.20.10.2010.
For the record, I'm 100% STRAIGHT.
I love who I love, and I do what I do.
I am who I am, and while I respect you for your views, I hope you respect mine.
If you hate what I love, either keep it to yourselves or just tell me politely.
Don't go insulting them in my face, because I don't want to know or hear or see.
Respect, yo.
Tag & Music
THIS WEEK'S FEATURED:
SONGS FROM GLEE'S 'NEVER BEEN KISSED' & 'THE SUBSTITUTE' (in no particular order)
~Teenage Dream
~One Love (People Get Ready)
~Stop!In The Name Of Love/Free Your Mind
~Singin' In The Rain/Umbrella
~Forget You
~Time Warp
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Tuesday, May 20, 2008, 5/20/2008 08:08:00 PM
HOUSE GAMES!
i cannot stand it anymore, really...im such a weakling in school.
why cant i just be the loudest and most daring girl i am back at home.
i didnt have to give up my only chance...
no, really, i didnt have to.
im so dumb...
im gonna heck care anymore...
im posting everything... everything i can say...
IM NOT GOING TO JOIN THE HOUSE GAMES ANYMORE.
seriously no. i dun care who ever wants me to go, or wat so ever.
im not going to give a damn.
no more...
House Games
ok. first, let me state the reasons of joining the house games.
#01. I promised AINA i'll join and win for yellow house.
#02. I somehow or rather 'promised' our 'house-capt' luzerne i'll join.
#03. I didnt want yellow house to suffer another year of humiliation of bring last.
#04. I love yellow house, sincerely...
#05. I wanted to join, help yellow house and play bball at the same time.
#06. I wanted to play with Charmaine.
with these reasons, i hoped i get in the house games, so that i'll get to play.
and i really wanted to play with charmaine. really...
i've been praying real hard... so hard that i couldnt sleep ytd,
resulting in my major lack of sleep.
i had a freaking headache larh....
damn...
i was so happy, cos i got in. it also means no choir...
which i really wanted, not because i hate choir or sth,
but i could enjoy myself, running up and down, rather than just sitting down, singing.
because i cannot concentrate singing when i have a headache.
sometimes... perspiring is better than sitting in an air-conditioned room...
ok. anyway... i waited...
and waited...
and waited...
all the way from morning till 2.30pm...
ok. i skipped CCA, and went for house games. i was excited.
u can ask jielin... i even check the notice board again...
alright... yellow house only had me, susanti, agnes and boonlin. xiaowen didnt come & dunno where dipikka went. so only 4 of us. i ans susanti were reserves, but susanti played first with agnes and boonlin.
i sat there like an idiot, cos i wasnt playing the first match againse RED HOUSE.
&&. Lia is so pro la. i shocked...
so it was like Sec 2s VS Sec 1s., cos red all S1s.
one senior ask me why i nvr play or sub another player. i said that no one changed me. anyway, we won red house.
second match was against blue. i went up for abt 1 min, and i was subbed. susanti played.
i sat down. priscilia asked me if im ok.
sure... im fine... nothing happened to me.
so i watched the game... we draw with blue.
after that, something happened.
well, im not going to state wat...
maybe not, i think.
but i guess i should just say it larh. like i said, i HECK care lerh.
SHE asked me if i wanted to play for the 2nd match.
i said, ok.
so i played. after about 1 min or so, and SHE told me that maybe it is better that susanti replaced me.
im like... "ok...."
i mean, i didnt mind at first.
im seriously ok. i mean, it is against BLUE, so i didnt mind. i just wanted to play with CHARMAINE and HUIXIAN, that's all.
but i did feel sad.
after the 2nd match, guess what SHE told me.
"Im not sure if it is ok to say this, but i think it is better for susanti to play..."
Damn.
i have been hurt for the last time.
im telling you, i was so pissed after hearing this.
maybe not pissed, but i didnt feel quite happy, or rather, i felt kinda sad.
in some way or another.
but i still said OK.
wat the heck was wrong with me...
i must be crazy.
i mean, it is my dream to do something for yellow house.
i didnt come in top 200 for cross country, that already added to my burden.
i didnt join the sports day events, which im regret to say, so house games was my only hope of contributing to yellow house.
i mean, is this fair?
ok... even if i say ok, so wat?
i mean, im someone who cannot reject anything people tell me in school.
im kind in school, thats why i didnt say NO.
perhaps it is partly my fault in saying ok, but you should still let me play.
i mean, you shouldnt even ask!
by asking, you are already not treating as a part of the team.
though by asking, it is a form of respecting my decision whether i agree or not.
but yet, by doing so, you have greatly rejected my participation in the game.
i believe even if i said NO, you would still change me with another person, and i still couldnt play anyway.
so...
YOU! if u ever read my blog, yes, YOU!
you noe who you are.
i dont care if u hate me or wateva, but this is so freaking-ly unfair.
i didnt mind if u change me out during the second match... or that i didnt play the first match, but not even for the third match?!
wat happen to wat you saying abt asking me to move to the front so u can sub me when needed. i waited like a fool. perhaps i am one.
wat abt the teamwork you mentioned?
you dunno a freaking heck about TEAMWORK.
notice that TEAMWORK is not spelt with an "I", or "U" even.
meaning no "self"
you are so full of urself. pls... respect others.
TEAM!
you noe wat is that???!!!
no I... no U!
do you know how much i anticipated for this day to come?
do you?!
you DONT!
i so regret in saying ok. i didnt know why... really...
i was on the verge of breaking into tears.
i waited so long for this day to come.
i really wanted to play.
why?
no chances were ever given to me.
he didnt give me a chance. in fact no one has ever given me.
i have been in NETBALL 3 yrs.
i had almost full attendance.
3 yrs... 2 yrs of being a GoalAttacker, and *poof*
everything was over for me.
i practised so hard just to earn my teacher's recognition.
yet, i was given the "score tracker" role in tournaments.
and "reserves who nvr get to enter the court" roles.
for the final yr of netball for me, i had to stick with the GoalDefender role.
from ATTACKER to DEFENDER, and i had to be laughed at just because of the initials GD.
do you all know how much it hurts my pride to be one of the best shooters to one of the "best" defenders...???
ok. back to the topic.
i didnt even touch the ball. cant u at least let me play for 5 mins?
wth...
okok.
jingyi felt shocked knowing i didnt play.
charmaine and huixian asked if i was ok, cos i seemed sad for being unable to play.
thks lots to you. im ok la...
and really thks to CHARMAINE, for kinda cheering me up.
i was so pissed when i came home, but she chatted with me which made me feel better.
she said that if theres any medal, trophy etc, i should take it proudly.
hahas... thks CHARMAINE!
really
THANK YOU A LOT TO CHARMAINE!!!
hahas...ok. maybe i was to harsh.
im going to give it another try.
i kinda promised Charmaine and Luzerne. hehes
so,
IM GONNA JOIN HOUSE GAMES nxt yr anyway...
okok...
i reached home late, so i sleep first la. i post tmr.
=)