my missing puzzle piece,
I'm complete."
"Prejudice is just ignorance."
Absolutely in love with Nicholas Jonas & Christopher Colfer ♥
& I do not need you to judge me for that.
The obvious facts about me
JIAMIN.♥
Sixteen
5March94; Piscean
Purple is loved.
Singing is loved.
Writing is loved.
There are also other simple things to know about me
#1. I am an obsessed Jonas head.
I live in the name of JONAS, so deal with it.
Nicholas Jonas is my favourite.
#2. I am a Gleek. In my world, I breathe Glee. Glee is my air.
#3. I am a Kurtsie/Colferite, meaning that I am a fan of Glee's Kurt Hummel and Chris Colfer, the most adorable guy alive.
#4. I personally feel that I am a lot like one Rachel Berry, for many reasons.
#5. I wish I was in a glee club.
#6. I also love Selena Gomez. She might not be the best singer around, but she definitely is one of the best role models I can ever have.
#7. I love Heather Morris, aka HeMo. Her one-liners as Brittany on Glee are insanely hilarious.
#8. The hotness that are Darren Criss and Chord Overstreet are my new eye-candies.
#9. I also love David Henrie, Sterling Knight, Zac Efron, Taylor Lautner and Logan Lerman. That's all.
#10. If there is any need to mention this at all, I'm 100% NON-HOMOPHOBIC.
Love is louder, and everyone deserves love.
SpiritDay.20.10.2010.
For the record, I'm 100% STRAIGHT.
I love who I love, and I do what I do.
I am who I am, and while I respect you for your views, I hope you respect mine.
If you hate what I love, either keep it to yourselves or just tell me politely.
Don't go insulting them in my face, because I don't want to know or hear or see.
Respect, yo.
THIS WEEK'S FEATURED:
SONGS FROM GLEE'S 'NEVER BEEN KISSED' & 'THE SUBSTITUTE' (in no particular order)
~Teenage Dream
~One Love (People Get Ready)
~Stop!In The Name Of Love/Free Your Mind
~Singin' In The Rain/Umbrella
~Forget You
~Time Warp
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heartfelt words all Here....***
from today, i realised sth...
its hopeless no matter how hard i try, or how hard i work for sth...
its just another futile attempt anyway.
from the most bottom of my heart, and with all my heart, i strive to aspire and achieve.
its not another academic prob la.
just... *sigh*
and i knew i would never be chosen frm the moment it was announced.
i knew from the start it was useless, but i still tried hard.
eyes were set on them, and no matter how hard i try, theres no way i can change ppl's views.
i may nvr get that chance this yr, and most probably neither will i next yr.
higher percentage of hope next yr, of course, but still, i doubt it will be given to me, even if so, its kinda useless becos i dun think it will mean as much.
why dun i ever get a chance?
i really wanted it, but no matter how hard i tried, i just dun get it.
there are ppl who are getting what i always dreamt of having.
i told myself, it didnt really matter. being happy in my current status would be all i need.
but somehow, i couldnt convince myself. it hurts... it really does...
well... i told myself, i may just get that chance next yr, though i know it may just take a miracle to make it even possible.
others are just so lucky. ppl 'love' them, and favour them.
for me... im just not so 'popular' tt everyone will notice me, and discover my good points.
there are many things we both share, and we are similar in so many ways...
but somehow, ppl just nvr notice me, but the others...
its really saddening how i have to go through my childhood/teenager days in both pri and sec school like this perhaps...
i nvr receive any compliments, praises and even recognition, no matter how great my academic results may be... ppl just dun understand how it feels to be 'neglected' in this way.
its been this way for me ever since P3 (since ive been top in class for P1 and 2, so teacher kinda care for me in ways la) ... and till now, i still feel the same.
ive been trying to change, hoping to be noticed.
somehow, its not possible for me to see it myself.
im, afterall, i nearly 100% introvert , although im not one with FAMILY and close friends...
SCHOOL, CCA, why is it so hard to survive in these?
my school life hasnt been better.. not once... its was just like living in my own world...
i nvr had many good or close friends (at least not more than 4) , unlike others who can communicate so well with others, it is just not so for me...
in CCAs, from P3 to P5...
i was one of the better players as shooters then, but i was never praised, while others scored a goal, they were like center of attraction.. ppl rmb them...
i never missed in shooting, hardly in any fact, and though im proud of it, no one seems to care...
i didnt had a chance to even play in the tournament... i could only sit and watch how the other teammates were enjoy their time..
only in P6 was i able to enjoy. not much recognition, at least no discrimination...
sec 1 and 2... i wasnt really praised la.. other than by my seniors occasionally for singing loudly and in tune of course...
okok... later ppl complain i emo again...
today reached home at 7 as expected... was waiting for jielin, cos ms lim wanted to see her and some other ppl for important business...lols...
choir was as usual..singing...learning, but fun...
learnt the whole HOTARU KOI, just in today...
hahas..
big achievement la..
music lesson was ok...
lols..
many ppl sang... leaving me and Xuan Wen for next week... solos..
and lols.. when jaslyna and jy they singing... luzerne was nodding his head sideways with the tempo.. damn funny la can.. and casey had some prob with the piano, so krystal helped her play...
KRYSTAL's pro la...
during the lunch break after music... and before CCA, class was noisy, b4 we left for choir, luzerne was asked to wear a skirt...
o.o
he agreed to one condition... money...
he said $1 if he had to wear it... lols..
and i told jielin if he really wore it, i'll give him $2... lols..
jielin told him la.. then he was like "really ar?"
philip was funny too... he called everyone to look at luzerne..hahas..
but he didnt wear it cos it was felicia's skirt... ahahas..
ok... school was as normal as usual it think... cross country in 2 days time...
will try to run , and do my best... at least hope yellow house wont get last again... -.-
or else very sad leh.. every year last...
will do my best!!!!!!!!! =D