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THIS WEEK'S FEATURED: SONGS FROM GLEE'S 'NEVER BEEN KISSED' & 'THE SUBSTITUTE' (in no particular order) ~Teenage Dream ~One Love (People Get Ready) ~Stop!In The Name Of Love/Free Your Mind ~Singin' In The Rain/Umbrella ~Forget You ~Time Warp Links
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Tuesday, February 26, 2008, 2/26/2008 09:23:00 PM
sian!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!im practically going mad le... its tests, tests and more tests... very tired leh... im almost falling asleep everytime other than lesson time... im running many times a week, that my leg will probably nvr have a chance to ever recover... my msn isnt working today... dunno what the heck went wrong with it... how am i going to survive... my only wat of chatting with friends is through MSN, not phone.. sian sian i ki siao le larh... wateva... seriously.. will continue revising maths test later... well... im feeling inferior to others, i dunno why. i've been thinking a lot lately... im probably mad... because i consider and think about anything and everything i come across... whether is it witnessing certain events, or even watching TV, i am thinking abt the possibilities i doubt anyone may even consider... perhaps its due to stress, since its been a year since i ever get to come in contact with "STRESS"... cos ever since i left P6, stress is gone... now its back... seriously... why are u all always better in many ways... u get things i've always wanted.... i nvr get things i've ever wanted in that case. ppl think highly of u, no one probably even rmb me as a person... im probably invisible or sth. ur popularity is high, while im just a nobody(maybe).... and this simply reminds me of the anime Naruto.. im just like SHIKAMARU... smart and intelligent perhaps.. but im belong to the not-so-cool type of people, if splited into diff. catergories. no one takes me seriously... like im a joke. i've always wanted to be part of (a thing), but was i ever given a chance... nvr... not really maybe, but still, that chance provided for me means nth... because whether i have it or not, it means nth... im proud of wat i have... but the moment i think abt wat u have, i feel inferior... maybe im being too over-sensitive... but ppl are full of praises for u, and 'crap' for me... frm now on, im goin' to beat u with wateva i have... perhaps not physically, but definitely academically.... and maybe even in aesthetics... maybe even singing and playing of instruments, if seriously compared... this is my goal! and no one's gonna stop me... well... lots of things to do lately... TESTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! train stamina, speed and wateva sport-related... cos ever since i left NETBALL, my stamina was nvr good... study to get into a good class nxt yr.. =p remain at the top 10 if possible, cos i'll nvr want to drop to the bottom again!!!! never!!! work hard at choir... sing to be the loudest SEC 2... (im mad... cos im already one of the loudest le...lols) wateva wateva wateva!!! |